As I lay there awaiting my shock, the doctors milled in and out of my room over the course of several hours. It was a normal but hectic morning in the emergency department with ambulances and code blues pulling my doctor away.
Before pushing the Propofol and completing my cardioversion, the doctor flatly stated something I’d heard many times before. With a certain look in her eyes, she shared a personal revelation. After several years of this frenetic pace, she no longer wanted to practice medicine and wanted a way out.
I witnessed this same look in the mirror a